Have you ever had one of those days where you just wanted to cry? Well today was one of those days for me. It just seems like there is no light at the end of the tunnel…..I only see darkness!
I feel SOOOOOOOOOOO overwhelmed with my life, my job, my business, my friends
I am so tired of getting my heart and soul all wrapped up in something, just to have nothing amount from it. It seems like everything I do is in vain! I feel like a hamster on a wheel..running with all my might, but never getting anywhere.
Why do I put myself through this? Every situation turns out the same…but I keep doing it to myself over and over again, hoping that this time, (Yes this time, for sure) will be different…but unfortunately-new situation, same outcome
I am so tired of being everyone’s go to person and when I need someone to go to..No one is there for me.. Tired of being the shoulder to cry on… the encyclopedia of knowledge when you can’t figure out something or you don’t care to do your research….. Tired of being the fiercely loyal one…. Sticking by your side like a puppy ..no matter how much I am used or mistreated., while you go on with your life like nothing happened and you did nothing wrong….
The sad part is everyone knows that no matter what, I am always going to be there ..come
h-ll or high water.. Farrah is there… sticking by your side…..
I guess I should just accept my role in life…..
Life, oh life why do you hurt so bad
love. oh love why must you stab me again and again
Work oh work, all my work is in vain
oh God please end this pain…end this pain
Final Thoughts: I give up!